Let’s take a moment now for a meditation. Please ensure you will not be disturbed for the duration of the meditation, and that you are not operating any vehicle or machinery during this time.

Once you’ve completed this meditation, consider the following:

Now, let's ease back into our multidimensional hologram. Feel what is held in your mind and all those symbols they become. Feel the layers of chi flowing through your physical body. Observe how it triggers action by the shen of your memories, how your focus is the prana that holds the memory in place. These are bridges between the manifest and the unmanifest layers of reality, the layer between the inner and outer universe.

Every memory I am not recalling, for every thread of energy I have ever contained but am not actively using, these are housed in the realm of the unconscious mind that we can call the Unmanifest Void. This inner hologram contains the many dimensions of reality; my energy, sensory experiences, and memories. Yet, there is another part of you outside and beyond the sensations of the inner universe.

The energy you remember creates the lens of your perception. But there is more to this life than what is being experienced. While energy is attached to memory, the un-remembered energy rests in the Unmanifest Void. This void contains all you have ever experienced and are not actively remembering. When you think of an apple, who decides which of those memories manifest into your prana?

There is the touch of a Decider behind every thought you have, which leads to a physical response. When you thought of an apple in the previous lesson, could you feel your Decider exploring every energy attached to every memory in a span shorter than a heartbeat? Could you feel the energy lift out of your unconscious mind as those portals activate and the hologram floods with sensation?

Your Decider is part of your Self responsible for choosing the memories your consciousness needs to experience to grow in complexity. It is the deciding force behind how you hold your energy and the layers of pranic lensing that slow and filters the energies of reality, creating opportunities to explore who you are beyond the confines of linear consciousness.

Your Decider has access to all of your energy, manifest and unmanifest. It has experienced every memory you have ever contained and selects the energy you use to create your internal experiences. This Decider is the co-creator of your inner universe.

Some people experience an adverse sensation when they realize there is a Decider between the ego and the fast ocean of memory they contain. Remember that the Decider is your ally, just like the unconscious portions of your mind that regulate your body temperature, breathing, and heart rate. They have held these functions for you in service to the collective, multidimensional being that you are and will continue to do so from each lifetime's conception to its cessation.

As you pay attention to your dreams/daydreams and the language it represents, your Decider may engage you more strongly. It knows when you are paying attention and will respond in kind. I would like for you to spend this next week learning to hear your Decider, to notice how it brings up the experience of your inner universe in dream language, and begin trusting this aspect of your Self.

It's essential to be clear that in this space of the inner universe, the energy you can feel changes nothing about your "level of consciousness." To expand your consciousness as an Energy Engineer, you learn to master your divisions to contain how and when you create your energy beyond the confines of linear consciousness. The tension between these divisions creates the energy from which you can act. This is the most significant difference between the linear and the Fractal: linear depends on an external experience to determine how you divide your awareness to generate the energy of your reality.

Being in fractal consciousness means holding multiple constellations together consciously to provide a service of expanded consciousness to the world. It means that who you are is no longer governed by the energy within the actions of others.

Respect ensures that the divisions you are calling into a direct experience for your personal growth are not being given to others in ways that override their own needs of consciousness. This way, while stepping into your most authentic and complete Self at an energetic level, you begin to hold the space for others to step into their own authenticity.

Remember, Phases are Energetically Isolated.

Phases are expressed as organically generated fractal structures of consciousness. Bear with me here; I know that's a big one. One phase will flow into the next phase by using symbols containing energy that simultaneously bridges many phases. Let's look at how these manifest in daily life: identifying a need to buy groceries.

Let's consider your pantry as an aspect of consciousness. It is a spatial dimension for the need for 'hunger' to exist. Your pantry is low, so you identify a need for more groceries and decide to start getting these groceries now. You write down a list of symbols based on how they previously made you feel. You take your list with you in your vehicle to purchase the items.

You enter the store, identify and select appropriate items, pay for them, and return home. You array the new things in your pantry based on habit, memory, or the convenience and decide the need to obtain groceries has been met.

Most of these actions are examples of monophasic awareness. You would not usually consider using your turn signal or paying bus fare while writing your grocery list. Likewise, you would probably not be considering which check stand to use when parking your car or fishing for your house keys in front of the front door with an armload of groceries.